Yesterday I crashed a bit. I could tell when I started that I wasn't up to par. Some days I can just feel it, that the words aren't going to flow.
I don't want it to be a self-fulfilling prophecy, so I make myself write anyway. But I'm not sure that's best.
For some reason, Tuesdays are often like that for me. I'm kind of considering taking Tuesdays off from writing, if they're all going to turn out like that.
I didn't make my 1.85 K. I wrote 1270 new words and deleted a whole bunch of stuff. Frogging again. I kind of hit a blind pocket in the story and, in brainstorming with KAK, realized I had to go back and redirect an earlier scene, which meant deleting an entire scene that now never occurs.
The upshot is I ended up 200 words down. Alas.
Now I have to stop there and acknowledge that writing 1270 new words is really good. A step up from my 1K. So not bad for a "bad" day.
Elizabeth Ryann asked me in the comments yesterday if it helps that I have a definite time to stop writing, because I switch to the day job and I cavalierly said yes. Which is true, it normally does.
However, yesterday was such a grueling day with so little accomplished, that I had Sterling up on my personal laptop for most of the day, trying to add a little more when time allowed, trying to hit that finish line.
Finally I realized I was doing the equivalent of Simon Pegg in Run Fatboy Run, dragging myself along in the middle of the night, long after the marathon has ended.
There's something to be said for pushing yourself, for holding yourself accountable to meet the goal. But there's also a time to realize that you're only exhausting yourself.
And likely only putting down words that will have to be deleted anyway.
So, I'm still going for my 1.85K each day. But I'm holding myself to my stop time. If I'm feeling it and I need to, I might do another hour or so at the end of the day.